Camino 22

Written (mostly) the Saturday before Easter.  Anticipating the camino I oscillated between two extremes: astonishment at my arrogance in presuming that I was still up to the challenge of walking a third the diameter of Spain and contempt for my fears that anything could go seriously wrong. The whispering in one ear: You're nearly 70, your knees are dodgy, your shoulders aren't good, a third of the albergues are still closed, the camino will be terribly crowded and you won't find a bed, the camino will be totally deserted and you won't have anyone to talk to and you'll go mad, it will be too hot, it might be too cold.  The whispering in the other ear: Even a nearly 70 year old woman is not in fact risking anything very great in attempting a camino sola. This is modern Spain, civilisation is never more than a few stone throws away - even in the remoter parts you usually cross a major road once or twice a day, a phone call and a taxi will take you within the sphere whe...

 It is Palm Sunday. I have declared it a half day holiday, and I am studying a cup of tea, seeing how long I can make it last. I am feeling a little lost. The half day holiday has meant saying good-bye to six men and a woman whom I had not met this time last Sunday.  I know most of their forenames.  I know none of their surnames. One is German, three are French, probably three are Swiss. The other woman and her husband are walking the camino together, two of the men, a man and his brother-in-law had also planned to walk this together, the rest of us are all solo. For all that our acquaintance has been short, it feels like saying goodbye to long time friends.  On the second day of meeting together in the evening I was beginning to wonder whether we would become friends at all. The men were sitting enjoying beers and crisps, a very self contained lot.  I had just discovered the only chance of shops and a meal was a kilometre back the way we had come. It was clear ...

This comes to you from a bar in Granja de Moruella. It has been an easy day.  My Camino companions have just left after an extended lunch. There is a complicated and loud game going on at the next table, seven men, something to do with cards I think.  It was an easy day, 12k, thanks to a conspiracy of several hospitalieros. I had arrive at Zamora thoroughly metagrobolised by the combined efforts of Ryanair, a convoluted metro crossing of Madrid, and several hours of hanging around Chamartin train station because all earlier trains to Zamora were fully booked. At dusk I arrived.  The door opened, this hospitaliero was of the old school, welcome, come in, take off your boots. There were some covid modifications: a fever scan, hand sanitising rituals. El credenciel. That is the record of one’s progress along the Camino. The first stamp in this record is Special.  It was a homecoming for me, home to Casa Camino. I struggled to find words, and not just because the words n...

This is a technical post.  I must figure out how to post a blog using a keyboard that folds in thirds to something the size of a postcard.  If I can’t do this at my own dining room table, I surely will be unable to do it on the run. This is all part of the Camino, as surely as arrival in Santiago will be, if I get there, as purchasing the tickets was, as setting off for the airport in the dark of Sunday morning will be. Testing the kit.  Packing, repacking, borrowing kit, filling in online forms, collecting documentation, anticipating all manner of trouble in the hope that anticipated troubles, despairing of their full potential for wreaking dismay through that forethought might give up and leave me in peace. So is emptying the fridge. The menu gets stranger as time grows short.  Suffice it to say that I had a lot of onions for supper, and will have a lot of slightly old Brussels sprouts for tomorrow’s lunch.  The curious consequences of the Camino slowly taking...

 The countdown has started.   Tickets. ✓ Covid forms, completed as far as possible. ✓ Covid test booked. ✓ Technology updated - new phone with a fully functioning battery, mini-keyboard so I can keep on posting en route. ✓ I still need to practice with the technology, shake out the bugs. Gronze app, (containing huge amounts of essential data for errant peregrinas). ✓ Sticks bought. ✓ News shoes bought.  And rejected.  I don't trust them.  The old ones should see me through. ✓ As the number of checks grow, so does anxiety.  Is this wise? I have all my life been given to rash enthusiasms.  One of God's jobs has been to moderate these.  And it's all got complicated.  Much of the Lord's prayer is mysterious to me, but some bits seem clear. Nothing mysterious about "Thy will be done."  In principle, I get that, but actually, it breaks into three separate steps.  First of all, you've got to see His will. And between you and me, he do...

It was the week of Ash Wednesday that I got round to buying the tickets. The familiar hassle of trying to navigate the Ryanair website.  The unfamiliar, and yet familiar hassle of trying to navigate the covid protocols, upload your international covid vaccination QR code here, give the address of where you will be staying, make sure you have booked your covid tests, upload this, download that.  Cross-eyed with frustration, I needed the prayer on the fen that day. It took the form of a one-sided conversation. Ash Wednesday encounter . Hola Peregrino. Buen camino. Just setting off? Going far? Wait a minute, don't I know you? You don't know me, but I've seen you I'm sure. Yes, that's it, you're the one who was preaching the other day! You work miracles. You've made a tremendous stir too, where stirring is much needed! What a following you had! But you're leaving?   You're leaving such a lot!   What are your pals going to do?   Are they going with you? N...

Me, what I am offering and why .  Hi.  I am Marj.  I am an invisible member of Little St. Mary's congregation.  I was not always invisible, at one point being an 8 o'clock communion regular. I still visit the church regularly, usually avoiding service times, sometimes sitting during services for a brief period at the back. I will be leaving Cambridge on the 3rd April with the intention of walking from Zamora to Santiago de Compostella along the Via Plata, one of the many Camino Santiago Routes. I expect to get back to Cambridge on the 26th April.  It is a voyage of thanksgiving to God for guidance throughout the nearly 70 years of my life.   I am well aware of being privileged to be able to do this, to take nearly four weeks out of life, shed my responsibilities, and indulge myself with a journey which is essentially selfish - God doesn't really need such a curious demonstration of gratitude. Nor does anyone else.  I am very well aware of the priv...